it is obvious that people just love war. and i know why?
how could anyone refuse the idea of a romantic death.
i mean when you see peole dieing of some stupid illness and all the ugly weak shit that comes with it, i can understand so many people choose to die in some romantic battle agains […]

my grandmother died 40 days ago so today we had some kind of a traditional meeting at her grave. yesterday morning my father’s best friend from childhood died of cancer and tomorrow is his funeral. so this makes a three day marathon of spending time around people who’s close relatives died.

i was just thinking the other day how great it is that we can think and do all the stuff that we do.
i mean, really, it is a wonder. super amazing. i could just spend a whole day being amazed how we can just exist.