i can not keep secrets

it is important for everyone to know that i can not keep secrets. i can not know something and not be able to say it to anyone i talk to. it frustrates me greatly.

for example i took some naked photos of my girlfriend. nothing special. we live together and often we are naked in the house. just doing house stuff but without clothes. she was adjusting the windows just before jumping in the shower.

i always put all my photos on flickr.com immediately. but i could not put these for everyone to see. i could not keep them and not show them to everyone. this is how i am so i deleted them. if i can not show it or tell everyone about it i will delete it or i do not want to know about it.

please do not tell me any secrets. it is torture for me.