my posts have been negative lately.

i have to be negative so i can be positive.

i really see my blog as an emotional vent.

i try not to think if someone even reads it.

thats the way it should be.

i am not selling myself or anything else.

i try to say it like it is.

but i can not escape sounding like i am selling or hating.

how i sound, how i am perceived is more about you than me.

these are isolated and amplified thoughts.

i am not a detergent ad.

reality is… different.

if you can get something out of it – great.

if you do not like it – go here.